I figured if I drew enough Buddha self portraits maybe somehow all the wisdom and enlightenment would pop into my head…. Well it hasn’t exactly happened yet, but eventually I’m sure it’ll work. I used his quotes in the background for some much needed guidance.
I’ve always heard the expression ‘life is a bitch and then you die.’ I’ve always had my reasons to give into the pessimistic view, but up until now I held my own. However, this week I finally realized that life actually is a bitch, there are a few things in between that and dying, but as a whole, it’s a tough one.
About two weeks ago I was kicked out of college after only being there for five days, only five! I was devastated, hell I still am. I keep asking myself what type of sick joke is this, why was this happening? The more I think about the past 2 months the more signs I begin to see, but who would have thought this would happen.
So now I’m stuck, disowned, neglected and just sad. I can’t even think about going back to a university until fall 2014, so now this gives me most of the year to get myself together. I have more free time than I know what do with, I think it’s time I get myself together and start new this fall.
Any ideas on what I should do to better myself, or do in my spare time? I have eight months…
Life has made a fool out of me today, but we’ll see about tomorrow. We will see…